IMPORTANT!

Holy shit!  I suddenly got 'old'!

Both my body and mind are falling apart. I simply cannot finish this. Here is what I have. 

But there is already a deep parable here written as an epistolary novel. 

It contains hundreds of fictional, personal journal entries and other documents that make up the story.

This is a work in progress and is not anywhere near ready for formal publication in the traditional sense.  

There is already a lot here. Roughly 300,000 words. No doubt it probably has some new ideas you never heard of. Dig for them. 

But...I'm running out of time. 

So, here's what I have. If you are gimp-inclined, you may be entertained by the story.

If you are an author looking for new ideas or or material for a gimpish story, do something positive and productive with my stuff, if you can.

(If you are not gimp-inclined, you are probably wasting your time.

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The following piece ia another attempt to say the abovel

I'm 78 years old. After 15 years of work on two novels, my age is catching up. I'm suddenly 'old'!  My bones hurt and my mind is sputtering. Words such as “cognitive dysfunction” are creeping into my vocabulary. 

I decided to share this now, flaws and all, before I can no longer do so.  This is my life's work, unfinished. If you find value in it, create something positive.  

This parable is oriented to "Deep" Rubberists*. If you're gimp-, rubberdoll, or TotalEnclosure-inclined, you'll find much of interest here. Looking for Purpose and Meaning? An unfinished narrative awaits. Aspiring writers will find ample inspiration in these 300,000 words (The PDF roughly 1,500 pages).

This parable offers insights to enrich your Deep Rubberist life way beyond sexuality. It may help you find new Meaning and Purpose in your life through your fetish. Embark on this journey and become a RubberNaut! 

Please note I am just a rank amateur when it comes to desktop publishing, storytelling and AI-created illustrations. I'm probably better described as a 'rubber-osopher'.

Carpe Rubber Diem!

AtaraxiA (Reach me through FetLife.com)

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• “Deep Rubber“  should not to be confused with 'Heavy Rubber', which is a separate, but over-lapping culture on the Rubberist spectrum. (This overlap is often significant.)  The latter appears to often include elements  of power exchange, BDSM and/or gay cultures, which are not inherent to the former.   (Note that Rubberist terminology is inherently imprecise with no central authority to define it, so don't lose any sleep over this. It's not a big deal.)